Welcome home "Beats"

Welcome home babe !! u gonna rock ma world babe... I am gonna enjoy u till the most babe..

I have been dreaming bt u for long long time babe...Wou!

Wanna say this ..

wanna say this to the one that got away....

IT's seriously ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!

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CREEPY

The truth

Hmm... This is another time that i deactivate it ...and hope it's gonna last long ..it's better not to see anything ..it's better not to know anything anymore...How am i now?..  I am not doing fine.. got wat i mean?... I am not doing good and fine... I have no mood to eat..i have no mood to go to class..i have no feeling to anyone..i have no feeling to laugh though my friend told me really funny stories.. i have no feeling to hear any one story...I hate everything that's me...I am not a good listener...I am not a good adviser also cuz even myself i still can not do wat i suggest other...I am bored...I don't need someone.. Just bored ...Pain and hurt are friend of me ...I have no feeling to smile ...I am kind of jealous when i saw my friend emo cuz of missing someone ....That's not the right feeling that i suppose to have.... I don't have someone and i don't want anymore... I am tired...I am lonely..every time i see my phone it' s just nothing....Only the time ,that's wat i can see from my phone screen...no complain message , no hi or hello message... it's another time tat i have to come back to this situation where emptiness is with me...I can't let my feeling control me...cuz feeling already screw my life for many time..  i skip test..skip class ..drink  ... and even almost smoke... It's time to ignore every thing ..and finish up the things in front of me... the thing that i am doing...the thing and the only thing tat can help me in future.. though in the end i will get only one paper...do it !! remember , that stupid paper is ur future...One day, i will b big enough till u can not reach me... I am gonna b so mean to u like u mean to me... I promise , i will

Edited pictures by me

Melaka

:: Rest first =.=" :: 

 ::Hmm..i want one ::

 :: All of the gang for this trip ::

 :: While and Yellow :P ::

 :: someone really spoil my pic ::

 :: By Ploy ::

 :: Damn Hot !! ::

 :: Chinese temple in Jonker street::

:: How to read?..o.O? ::

 :: Jonker street in da morning ::

 :: Nice deco building ::

:: Melaka view from my room ::

Fireball

Another story which i need to face...good that suddenly got story to torture me more and make me die fast..Hope u enjoy watching me die slowly in front of u... u don't even know , u just simply told me during the day i got test.. and do u think i will have enough energy to attend?.. yeah i skip test...x know wat to speak more..cuz i am hurt..

Very Emo

What really happened to us?.... What the hell did i do wrong?....at least say a word that make me clarify with this situation right now...You are killing me , Dont' you know?....I am seriously not in good condition for so long .u are trying to kill me right?....Suddenly thing change so fast ...fine u want me to change also right?..okay i will change ...I know u don't like good girl..so here i am .. I will turn to be bitch ..i am trying to understand the situation that u giving to me now but i can not figure it out...at least say it ....okay , fine just think that i never exist in ur life...let me disappear forever then... You force me to do like this...